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Convulsion Heart (2011 Version) [Bonus Track]

from Shadows of December -E​.​P by Jonathan Miller

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I tried to be myself
I tried to open up
But like a doll thrown on a shelf I was a silent dove
Through the sacred fire I was burned and was scarred
I walked on a constant wire
I almost fell apart
You stole something I loved
Filled me with hate and doubt
Well now I have had enough
The truth is coming out
Gotta do what's best for me
It's been an eternal night
Found the power in my beliefs
Got the weapons to win the fight

[Chorus]
There's no way I'll give up
It's not in my blood
I am on the hunt to show what I'm made of
Now that I'm awake I can finally say
I'm going insane from the world I tried to save
I'm unable to breathe
Their strengths increase
It's like I'm choking by those I thought loved me
You say you know it's hard
You caused the hardest part
Now I see who you are from my
Convulsion Heart

Breathe, Breathe, Breathe

If you want someone to blame you can blame yourself
You're stuck in your mental game
Fighting air in a shell
Your words are in humane stinging my heart to death
You thought you could have your way
Now look who has nothing left

[Chorus]

It's been months and months and I've had enough
I'm sorry if you don't like it but I'm gonna be blunt
You refuse to hear, you continue to lie
Well now I guess, baby, it's your time to cry
Call it what you want: "Rebellion," "Immaturity"
But not everything I say is make believe
So any way you put it, you know I'm done, I'm through
To give up on love? Sorry I refuse!

[Chorus]

Breathe, Breathe, Breathe
Breathe, Breathe, Breathe

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from Shadows of December -E​.​P, released December 31, 2011
(J. Miller/ ©Venus Songs (ASCAP))

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Jonathan Miller Portland, Oregon

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Jonathan Miller is an American Dance Pop Artist with a unique Futuristic and Outer Space inspired twist!
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